A Not So Love Letter

Hi! Where should I start writing this?

For the first and most importantly, I love Gyu so much. Even more than the common words of love people usually express. Though I rarely show my love for him in public, but — in the deepest of my heart — I truly love him.

Imagine, Beomgyu, whom you only see from your phone screen, can make you feel like the happiest person alive while loving him, isn’t that something extraordinary?

I don’t remember when I first started loving this person. Umm… maybe around the year 2021? Ah, I don’t remember that well, anyway. What I remember is, back then, my friend — her name is Apel — also liked him and showed off his photo playing the guitar. How crazy, I couldn’t resist a handsome boy with somewhat long hair playing his guitar… err, looked so sexy to me.

Then, the second thing that made me fall even deeper in love was when he covered my favorite song titled ‘you!’ by LANY. His voice politely entered my ears. The lyrics he sang truly depicted himself.

You’re the sun to the moon
You’re my ocean painted blue

…

You’re the light in the dark
You’re the arrow to my heart

And… I’m nothing without you.

Indeed, his presence in my life outshines the sun. He shines brightly, whether in front of me or on stage. His laughter is warm like the sun trying to break the cold of my mornings. His smile is bright like the sun rising at 7 a.m., looks radiant. He is light, making my life more colorful until I’m dazzled by him. He is everything, all the beauty in the universe is his definition.

Now as he grows older. I wish nothing but happiness and success will envelop his life now and in the future. May his days always be filled with joy, so that only laughter will adorn his face. Sending distant bear hugs to him there, xoxo!